Anonymous asked:
uve forgotten the people that helped you the most and that were there when you were a mess.
I don’t know who is sending these messages, but all I have to say to you is this: my true friends know that I love them and know that I appreciate what they do for me in my life. I don’t need to answer some stupid anonymous messages to prove it.
Anonymous asked:
who are the people in your life that make everything seem better?
emma, my brothers, adrienne, leona, paul, natasha, izzy
and i guess i can’t lie, dani.
I caught a glimpse of the girl I once fell in love with today
I could once again see that pureness in her eyes, that innocence I had lost hope in long ago
She sang a song of love to the one she loves who isn’t me, I guess never really was me
I can’t help but miss her so dearly, so deeply
I can’t help but love her still, fully and completely
I guess I don’t really know what to think…
we read out apologies in class today and i thought i recognized your writing, i thought i heard your voice talking to me, but then i realized that you couldn’t care less, the light in your eyes that used to guide you through all this dark bullshit has vanished and you’re just a lost child wasting time in some dark hole that is only two feet high but your eyes and your brain deceive you, because you say its ten or twenty or even a thousand feet high. sometimes i still miss your warm shaky hugs and i miss your clumsiness and i miss that funny smile, but then i remember how you aren’t sorry, how that apology i heard in class today was not from you, how much you don’t care.
i held you in my arms and felt a warm tear drop on my pants and you poured out your heart and everything thats kept you locked up in the prison of your mind
sometimes i wonder why bad things happen to absolutely spectacular souls.
